How Long Can You Love Someone Who Doesn't Love You?

One of the hardest things in life is loving someone who doesn't love you back. You give your all but it's still not enough. And it will never be enough, you know why? Because they do not feel the same way as you do. No matter what you do, you cannot force someone to love you the way you wanted to be loved. Why do I know? Because I've been there. Perhaps I may still be in this situation. I can't find the words to say goodbye, as the song goes.

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It's hard because you want to fight, you want to continue but even if you remind them of a hundred ways on why you love them, they give you a thousand reasons why you should give up.

You may call someone stupid to stick with this kind of feelings or relationship and I may agree but you can never tell someone to stop loving the one they love just as much as you cant ask someone to love you.

I don't know where this story will go but hopefully, like all fairytales, I will have my happy ever after in the end.

Life After Love. Are You Still Alive After the Heartbreak?

Dear Miss Beauitch,

He messaged me today, he said "Life is so different when you're not in it". I miss him, terribly. Infact I'm crying again while writing this. It's sooooooo hard to move on. Everything is so different without him by my side. Even the flowers aren't so beautiful in my sight and the sun doesn't energize me the way it did before. The first few days of moving on is very hard, much harder than I thought. He's far, but he has always been in my heart.

I wonder when will I stop crying for him. I wonder when will I get over this hearteache. I wonder when will the flowers smell good again. I wonder when the sun will shine on my face again. I wonder if he thinks of me as often as I do. I don't mind if he doesn't, but when it snows, i hope he does. I hope.

One day, I can face the world with a smile, but for today, I'll cry my heart out.

I miss you Frosty. So much. So damn much.

Always love you,

Frosty's Girl

The Hardest Part of Falling in Love is....

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Moving on from the love you always thought would last.

When he said "But I want you to move on", I knew right then and there, there was no hope for us anymore. At least for now. Yes, i'm still hoping one day, our paths will cross again and if the love is still there, we can give this another shot. But for now, it's goodbye for me and him.

I do not enjoy the moving on part. It's the hardest for me. Because I get used to talking to him, spending time with him and basically do everything with him, it pains me to do all of it alone. I effin hate how all the songs reminds me of him. I told him i'm gonna stop crying until I run dry, but i'm still soaked and hurt. 

I miss him. I miss you.

Perhaps I'm gonna miss him even more but I will learn to live without him and just love him from a distance. It made me think, does he think of me? Is he reminded of me even for a second when he hears our music? Or did he totally forget about me? I will be posting videos and lyrics to reflect all my feelings so be prepared in my heartache songs ^_^

- Frosty's Girl